Friday, July 27, 2012
It's 27 july.. Tmr will be exactly one year when you confessed to me.. It's really sad that we could not last for a year. Well, i really dont know if its my problem or anything else that we couldnt maintain this relationship. I really miss those days when we audi together, sms together and chat together. I really miss those days when we called each other dear and bby. I really miss writing letter to you and reading your letter. I really really want to go back to the past and start all over again.
Can we please start over again? I really miss you... But i dare not say it in front of you. Im afraid, that you would say that i do not care or that you do not feel anything different from me.. Im really scared that it might happen again. But i still hope for a miracle. I've been counting down on twitter, people must be wondering why. I really hope that the miracle will occur tomorrow, but i know it will be impossible.
Hais... Xin lan ah xinlan, stop wishing for things that does not happen...
Hopefully.
There
is
really
a
Miracle..
Dear Remus, i might be in the wrong last time, not spending time with you, keep being busy with my own friends and did not reply your messages, but i sincerely want to let you know that, i still love you.. Even after 4 months.. My feelings for you didnt fade. My feelings of you for 2 years plus have not fade yet. I really love you. I really wish we could get back together. I miss the times when we were mad about playing block beat on audi. When we were in scythe, when we hack fams together. I miss the times where we would just send hearts to each other through whatsapp. I miss the sweet messages that you sent me and i miss sending you sweet messages. i miss the times when chatting wasn't so awkward like now. I miss everything that happened between us.
Love,
Xin Lan
11:46 PM
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Hey yo! Long time never update alr. :X
Busy with school and mapling. Hehe.
Life as usual, nothing special.
:) sleepy,, so im gonna go sleep. TEEHEE!
I know.. This is a boring post. :/
12:06 AM
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Yo! Hehe. School started alr. So busy. project everyday. :P
Not much time to blog thats why i closed it. LOL!
Ok.. Had a dinner date with captain. Wahhh long time never see him le.
Old memories just come back to me when i met him just now.
Really hope he do well in ITE and come poly
DEFER NS FIRST HOR!
And come to TP
Then me and you can attend same school LOL!
This means more lunch dates! LOL!
Ok byeeee i go off alr. Muacks~
11:45 PM
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Hihi.. Went to mitju's warehouse sale. :P :) Hehe.. Yeah, bought a new pair of flats. Time to throw away th old smelly ones! hehehehe
nth much to blog abt.. And oh yah, there's this audi guy called Bunnyx3 he say 1+ will on again, in th end never, make me wait for nth.... D: LOL!
Ok. Bye! This is a quick post cause i really dk what to post about. And i feel like working at mitju... Hmm...
Ciaos~
even though i said i'll give up, i doubt i can.
when you texted me, i was so happy.
even though i chatted with u first in audi. but still happy.
i guess i couldn't give up.
2:39 AM
Friday, April 6, 2012
Hey peeps!!! Hehehe.. Spotted a shorts online... At gmarket.. Needa save money.. :( But it's niceee... it looks normal but still nice to me... :DD the shorts. :) Hehehehe.. Ok.
Tomorrow going in JB.. Sighhs... :( Cant stay home and watch finish my drama... I still got like over 30 episodes moree.. After i finish with inborn pair, this will be a record set.. 1 week plus, finish 84 eps. :) Hehehe
Oh yahh..... Chalet soon.. And idk if my parents really let.. X: I wanna go shopping!! But im still saving up for my birks. i want either this

or this

or this

. Obviously the last one suits any outfits. Cause it's brown.. But the pink and purple one looks nice too. :( Dilemma.. oh well, wait till i saved enough money then say. :)
Hehe.. I really wanna get a pair. Like now!!! OMG. Despo for shoes alr. LOL! And bags... I wanna buy a envelope bag... Cause i really need a clutch for outfits that looks nicer with clutch rather thn sling bags and my longchamp. :)
Hehe. Ok la, time to sleep? My sis is <<< Snoring away. HEHEH! Time to pei her alr. :) Nights readers. :):)
hi, i believe you read my blogs.
if you really do, then you should know.
i'm trying to give up and move on.
i shall believe there are better guys out there thn you.
^_^ Will find out in the future. :)
Bye.
12:38 AM